Sunday, January 31, 2010

really bad mood today

Many people are now in main campus(=PENANG!) for SUKAD. And because I am lousy in sports, I am stuck here.

OK, I admit it. I am envious of CNY performers who appeared on various newspapers. Although the media did not come by themselves, I mean, they were invited to come, but still, their elaborated praise is enough to ignite jealousy, which is my greatest weakness. Contemporary dance and 24 Season Drums even got invited to UKM to perform for their grand CNY event.

I hate the male gender, they do not have to go through the troublesome monthly period, they do not need to get pregnant, all they do is just have fun and wait for the baby to come out. What do they contribute?? Sperm? Sperm is cheap and abundant. Men squirt millions of those on dirty magazines. And yet in the end, the child who came out of the female’s own flesh and blood follows after the men’s surname. WTH?!!!

I am pissed off by usmkk network wireless internet connection. Even though PPKT hired 20 over IT staff to work all year long, they still can’t even provide a basic stable connection.

Psychology Assignment is driving me psycho. Research journals do not give you much points to write about. Review journals do. But you are not allowed to write based on a review!

Why is my archery skills so lousy?

Worst of all, I opened facebook, stumbled into some photos, an unknown rabbit girl travelled with him to 3 different destinations!!! sort of like, a honeymoon!!! and they took all the nice nice couple pictures!!! using the professional camera. Are they ON? How come no early signs? I am dead jealous. Hello what must I do to be qualified to go travelling with you?

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

xray. repair. blog. deans.

I went for my first X-Ray this morning. My teeth looks really beautiful on X-Ray! and I saw my 4 stupid wisdom tooth embedded beneath my gingiva, which one of it was causing terrible sour-ish pain.

I really do not see the point of Wisdom Tooth, it gives no wisdom, I can already eat properly without it, it is PAINFUL but USELESS.

Anyways, I was given some painkillers and anti-inflammatory mouthwash. If it is still not out in 6 months, will have to extract them all 4, which I am really scared of, these aint loosely hanging milk teeth, these are firmly and deeply embedded 3rd Molar.

My mentor has a really good body shape. I want to have her shape.

A man and a lady came to my room to repair my hostel room’s door knob which already dropped off, and the windows which is on its way to drop off and might crash whoever’s head passing by downstairs.

Once again, my random rumblings on this blog have unintentionally made some people angry, I never meant to hurt that person’s feelings so I called that person up and apologized.

Dear whole world, I have never ever requested nor forced any of you to read what I write, so if you have read something you dislike, just kindly scroll your mouse to click to close button, feel free to also block my blog from your internet options.

If I really thought that something was bad, and yet if I purposely blogged that it was good, I would only be lying to myself. Besides, my blog is not a scientific publication but just another unreliable source, why do you care so much of what I rant about, its not as if I am publishing them on newspapers.

There are 8 Chinese students in my year’s Dietetics programme. There are 8 Dietetics students who got Dean’s List. All 8 Dean’s List goes to the Chinese and no one else. Why am I not surprised.


Sunday, January 24, 2010

I wept for Junko Furuta…

Men can be worse than animals.

Read more from:

On November 22, 1989:
Junko Furuta was a girl in Japan who was held captive in a house by four boys. There, she was raped countless times, then tortured to death in unimaginable and incomprehensible ways for 44 days. Nobody helped her. She was 16 years old.

Her killers are now free men. Justice has never been served, not even after 20 years.
****-What they did to her and the suffering-****

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.
All of this had happened.
DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total of days)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus
, causing injury
DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding
DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"
January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.
Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.
Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.
When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.
Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

rm5.50 only!!


Kafe Harmoni’s Gerai Bakawali’s Fish and Chips.

This rm5.50 F&C is much thicker and more generous than the 2 small thin pieces Ichiban offers at the cost of rm10.90.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Fun in Make-Up Room for CNY Night

It is CNY NIGHT 2010, the most GRAND event in USM Health Campus held annually in Dewan Utama by the combined EFFORTS of all 1st-years and 2nd-years Chinese students of USMKK.

This is the kind of event where people will dress GLAMOROUSLY, sit and enjoy watching PERFORMANCES, then eat the BUFFET, then take PHOTOS like crazy with the decoration.

But no, since I was in the make-up team, and majority of the 1st-years were QUARANTINED backstage, let me show you some fun we had behind the scenes in the make-up room.


Yu Chao acting as the the zombie eunuch of comedy sketch.


Imagine if he didn’t remove his make-up but straightaway walk back to hostel like this in the dark night.


Yi Qun, supposed to have the “Rosie Phua look” for CrossTalk.

I really admire her for being so sporting, defenselessly accepted all the make-up we put on her, the other female performers will surely sulk if they had to dress like an aunty with exploded hair, orange cheeks, enlarged mole.


one of MY PRODUCTION: Jia Jun as Evil Dragon King.

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Teng Joo acting as the puppy. No lah, as the emperor.

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another of MY PRODUCTION: Emperor of Main Sketch, who would be drunk halfway of the sketch, so I had to stand and wait behind the curtains with Rosy Cheeks Blush and a big brush to splat his face really RED and really fast during the changing of scenes.

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Chong Ken acting as the King of Sea, which I think he really looked like a FISH.

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MC Yak Choo Soon.


I am so sorry Tiong Kit, but I really have to say this on my blog---you look like a Transsexual from Thailand~

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We provide hair-styling services too.

19952_263890572671_702107671_3458429_1285084_n Main Sketch + Make-Up Team!!


Really appreciate Decoration Team’s hardwork. I especially like this Golden Tiger outside.

Pr Dennis was here

It was my FIRST English sermon in KB SDA church. Ahhh finally..This church is not so detached from PEM mission as I expected.

The gist of the sermon which I edited some parts:

we accept Jesus as He is

many times in our relationships with other, we try to change the other person

Husbands try to change their wives, and wives try to change their husbands

Parents try to change their children, and children try to change their parents

Teachers try to change their students, and students try to change their teachers.

Boyfriends want to change their girlfriends, and girlfriends want to change their boyfriends.

We often try to force changes in other people to suit our needs.

What about our relationship with God?

Do we allow God to make great changes in us? or do we change God greatly to suit our needs?

Sabbath keeping too strict? Lets change it?

Old people in church too boring? Lets change the congregation?

Hymns too boring? Bring in Christian Rock Music?

Piano too plain? Bring in drums?

Do we upgrade ourselves to God’s standards? or have we downgraded God to our standards?

Do we modify God to suit our needs?

Or should we modify ourselves to suit God’s Will?

Friday, January 22, 2010

KB mall with mum

Mummy asked me what I wanted to eat, so I thought really deeply and figured that Secret Recipe is probably already the most posh western food I can get in Kelantan, so off we go by taking the taxi. Although I was still haunted by images I have seen of the KB mall car crashing escalator tragedy. But my stomach's happiness is quite critical too.

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Vegetarian Soba and Macaroni & Cheese. Feels like its been ages since I have eaten real creamy cheese that after eating, makes you feel a sudden burst of energy and wanted to run and run and run with some dramatic background music on.



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There is bowling in KB Mall??? There is Noodle Station in KB Mall??

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Disgusting chicken feet that mom likes to eat. Whoever printed the journal about positive association between mother and child’s food preference should redo their research.

Sorry my phone’s camera is lousy.

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This drink is called “I Miss You Lemonade” rm3.50. Really small quantity, but so refreshing, I think it is sprite or 7-Up, passion fruit and lemonade. Great combo.

And off course, we shopped, KB mall has much much much more class than Nirwana. Duh.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

mom came!

MOM CAME!!! to Kelantan. Such a great mom I have. I don’t think there are many moms who visit their daughters in a place like this especially if they had to take long hours of bus ride.

Well, we have no place great to go, but it does not matter at all. Its okay even if we just eat in Ichiban Kopitiam and shop at Nirwana. Which is exactly what we did today. haha. We also ate at a lousy western food place called D’Bess.

Then we went back to stay in Rumah Tetamu of USM. Rumah Tetamu is really comfortable and very well furnished with air-con, heater, TV, fridge, thick bed with thick comforter, huge closet, dressing table, and a balcony which looks out to the grass fields. How I wish Rumah Tetamu is my hostel for my entire 4 years here. Everyday go to class, then go back to rumah tetamu. No more dirty dusty crowded smelly.  *Drools over comfort and luxury*

Monday, January 18, 2010

a day which begins and ends with HiCom selecting ConvEx members

7AM, Hicom meeting, to choose Convex members for PPSP and PPSG. The meeting was so early because we could not find any other common free time out of our busy schedules.

Nutrition lecture.

Roti Canai at Kafe Harmoni. Happiness.

Sleep. Sweet.

Read Liar Game Manga.

Did Epidemiology Assignment.

Keusahawanan class, the whole time during the lecture I was watching Tong Vfang Xien Qi’s music videos from Ying Ning’s MP4.

Met Japanese teacher of last semester. He said he misses my voice.

Supper Cotek with roommate.

Late night, Hicom meeting again, choose PPSK Convex members and Exco. I will be in charge of Exco Special Task.

ConvEx Special Task:

HiCom: Stephanie Chua Quee Nee

Exco: Koh Chee Keong (Ketua), Lee Chen Hui, Hoo Yun Fatt, Nur Hannah Suhaili, Chuah Chong Ken, Fatin Nor Jannah, Amiro Rasheeq, & Prehmanraj.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

JiaYin’s Birthday


We celebrated Jia Yin’s 21st birthday today, bought a cake for her, and got her a card on which we all wrote stuff, initially wanted to belanja her at the new Western and Thai Food place called D’Bess but it was closed, so we end up eating Ichiban Kopitiam, again.


The cake looks nice for birthdays, but actually I hate cakes like this, with colored cream and nothing else.





Evening, 2.4KM crawl.

Night, Make-Up trial again for CNY performers.