Sunday, August 31, 2008

31Aug

They are all at Gua Tempurung. I am stuck at home. Sien. Have to study biology later. But cannot concentrate. How? Jeen-Yi asked me the same question. I do not know how to reply her.
Stressed about not being able to cover the syllabus. Lazy to start. Hate studying. So does most people. I bet the examiners who set questions for biology refer to books and do not memorise the facts themselves when setting and marking exam questions. I am waiting for the scientists to invent some sort of microchip packed with facts needed to memorise to fix into your brain. So we do not have to waste time swallowing info only to be regurgitated on exam paper and forgotten soon after. We fix the microchip in standard1, get used to it, then we can start to R&D in standard2!
After clear thinking. Noo.. Of course I'm not the only person with a broken heart. It happens to everyone! Not worth giving up the rest of my life for one organism out of the millions. And of course I will find someone else and I will be loved again and I will love again! YEAH :)
Pao Hwa (cousin sister-in-law) made me Longan Tao Fu Fah. Thoughtful of her. Cold, sweet, cuddly.

Nee's self-invented recipe No. 2

1. A slice of wholemeal bread
2. Sprinkle Milo powder on top of bread
3. Put on a slice of cheddar cheese
4. Toast until cheese melts and slightly bubbles

My Life is in your Hands

Life can be so good
Life can be so hard
Never knowing what each day
Will bring to where you are
Sometimes I forget
And sometimes I can't see
That whatever comes my way
You'll be with me

My life is in your hands
My heart is in your keeping
I'm never without hope
Not when my future is with you

My life is in your hands
And though I may not see clearly
I will lift my voice and sing
Cause your love does amazing things
Lord, I know, my life is in your hands

Nothing is for sure
Nothing is for keeps
All I know is that your love
Will live eternally
So I will find my way,
And I will find my peace
Knowing that you'll meet my every need

My life is in your hands
My heart is in your keeping
I'm never without hope
Not when my future is with you

My life is in your hands
And though I may not see clearly
I will lift my voice and sing
Cause your love does amazing things
Lord, I know, my life is in your hands

When I'm at my weakest love
You carry me
Then I become my strongest love
In your hands

My life is in your hands
And though I may not see clearly
I will lift my voice and sing
Cause your love does amazing things
Lord, I know, my life is in your hands
I trust you Lord
My life is in your hands



Saturday, August 30, 2008

No More Night

Words & music by Walt Harrah


The timeless theme, Earth and Heaven will pass away.
It’s not a dream, God will make all things new that day.
Gone is the curse from which I stumbled and fell.
Evil is banished to eternal hell.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM."
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See all around, now the nations bow down to sing.
The only sound is the praises to Christ, our King.
Slowly the names from the book are read.
I know the King, so there’s no need to dread.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM."
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

See over there, there’s a mansion, oh, that’s prepared just for me,
Where I will live with my savior eternally.

No more night. No more pain.
No more tears. Never crying again.
And praises to the great "I AM."
We will live in the light of the risen Lamb.

All praises to the great "I AM."
We’re gonna live in the light of the risen Lamb.

30Aug

Kakak sumalang is back.
Morning, Young Singers special number "Seekers of your Heart". Danny Oh announced for us to go up, but we wouldn't budge, as we were waiting for conductor Edwin's signal for us to stand up in unison. So Danny Oh went, "come up..COME UP, COME UP young singers"!. Then, "OH your waiting for Edwin, sorry." eheehee.
Denise said cant hear Sopranos. Well, we are lacking in numbers.

Pot luck lunch at Looi's. I desperately crowded around the cheesecake like some hungry ghost when the cake is being cut. I was one of the first few eager ones, so Aunty Sherene tipped me with a big chunk. As I happily walked away, an old black hand just grabbed MY cheesecake off my plate. Flabbergasted. Immediately turned to look. I do not know this old woman. By now the cream is all mushed round her fingers. I couldn't possibly snatched that blob back from a senior citizen. Helpless. There was nothing I could do to rescue my darling cheesecake but to bear the pain seeing it leaving me. I bet it was screaming "HELP!!"
Denise said it happened maybe because I looked like a waitress wearing black and white. Pot luck waitress.

AY programme. Skit which pauses and lets you make decisions. Skit scenario is one I have listened to more than ten times. The pub or church one. Questions are rather predictable as well. Audience choices are hypocritical. As if they would not change church even if they are the only youth left in church. But I am a hypocrite as well, so by saying that they are hypocrite, I'm double hypocrite. That's BAD.
Vespers. Marcellus Sylvanas. Dono who is that. Nelson says I should complain less. I'm going to take the advice.

Dinner, GoodAll. Claypot rice.
Night, online. My cousin Chris said:
i DO miss you a lot
how so touching huh
yeah i DO
coz' i've known you for a long time
and rarely see you mah
shall we say...you're one of my last links to my childhood?

Friday, August 29, 2008

29Aug

Took "a leave" from school today as there will be an assembly to fake patriotism. Only 12 in my class went to school or so I heard. The rest ponteng to study at home. I initially ponteng to study as well but end up sending Growing Gifts like a madwoman hoping that some would send me back. I aim to collect those really adorable ones. Nvm i have my whole life to collect em all. WEEEEE
Went to biology tuition. Khor 是我喜欢的类型. Discovered that there is this rapid aging disease called Progeria. Kids looking like oldies. All wrinkled and white hair and loosing teeth. Die super early. Quite sad. Imagine the peer pressure when you go to kindy with that look. Fortunately it happens only once in 8 million person. Khor also showed us this prank video. The same one I saw in Edwin's house. Girls were shown some hunks. Blindfolded. Were asked to kiss the hunks to guess which one is wearing the lip balm. BUT THEN those hunks walkaway and the pranksters bring in the APES instead. so blindfolded GIRL and naughty APE kissed. even FRENCH. The girl looked really happy and was blushing. Until they took off her blindfold and she screamed. I would sue them if i were her. Everybody watching and laughing.
Next, was late for choir practice. And I forgot to bring money. Borrowed money from Andrea K for dinner. Kinda MALU. 19 year old pinjam money from 15 year old for food. eeks.
After Icare by Ronald, van drops me home. Realised I forgot to bring house keys as well, and NO I do not have my apartment's electric gate's remote control. Darn. Gingerly tried opening side door in hopes that it will open, as it is sometimes left open accidentally, but NO, this time it is locked. So quickly phoned ma who is at my cousin's place to rush back and to press her miracle button of the electric gate's remote control, but she doesn't teleport or travel with floo powder, so there I was standing outside my apartment's gate for about half an hour. Guard out of sight. Lamp posts off. Why? It is dark and I'm a weaponless little girl who is bad in physical reflexes with no basic self defense skills whatsoever, carrying a striking pink handbag with no money. I hope I don't look sexy. And why isn't any of my apartment neighbour going in or out so the gate can open? While I was waiting, this indian family at 1st floor,one of them peeked through and looked at me suspiciously. I tried to pull on my best pityful abandoned kitten look, but then he just shut the curtains. Neighbours.
Ma reaches home in the end, and YES with a press on her remote, the gate sprang open. Home is never sweeter.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Chemistry 33 chapters
Biology 25 chapters
Maths 16 chapters
PA about 10 chapters

Total 84 chapters

Days left to trial--12

WAT?! SEVEN CHAPTERS A DAY??!!

28Aug

Yue Rong absent today. Hoi Wai Chee has got new hair do. Brown curls. She is prettier now. Teacher let the class fill in KAD 001 today. KAD 001 is a big blue card for every student updated once a year that records:
--butir murid (pasted with your grotesque form1 photo with a terrified sheep look)
--butir keluarga
--kedatangan & gerak kerja koku & hobi (melayari internet, mendengar muzik, memakan makanan, mambaca novel..)
--keputusan peperiksaan sekolah ( darn..failed 3 papers so far)
--keputusan peperiksaan awam (PMR & SPM done, left STPM the horror)
--biasiswa (nil)
--sifat murid (ABCDE)
--kecenderungan & minat (E for persawatan...B for seni, sastera, hitung...A for sosial, muzik..etc)
--apa saya hendak menjadi apabila dewasa ( feels weird to read my ex-ambition)
pilihan 1, 2,3
during form1 I wrote: doktor, jururawat, penulis
form2 : ophthalmologist, paediatrician, DJ
form3 : ophthalmologist, peguam, DJ
form4 : ophthalmologist, juror, paediatrician
form5 : ophthalmologist, DJ, suri rumah
lower6: suri rumah, lawyer/juror, businesswoman
upper6: suri rumah tangga, peguam, restauranteur
--sebarang penyakit teruk/kecacatan (nil, God bless)
Gabby, KeeMay etc aka the cute gang suggested
pilihan 1: jutawan
pilihan 2: isteri jutawan
pilihan 3: gundik jutawan

oh btw..im like.. sort of time travelled from stone age that i only got my facebook account TODAY. though I've joined frienster since 2004. Facebook is so much more interesting than friendster!! I'm REALLY MISSING OUT. Look at all those COOL APPS. Though I'm still lost, I'm determined to hunt down my friends to add, examine all those applications, sort of figure everything out and upgrade my rather blank page of facebook.

Passed by Andrea S's house today and saw a suspicious looking blue savvy with a kuma kuma tissue box case. PHN 7323. Wonder what HE is doing at HER house. Fishy.
Dinner at Satay Hut,1stop Midlands but did not eat satay. There was this Chocolate MOIST cake which is really moist, nearly WARM. YUM. And the cake looks rather sexy in a appetite seducing way, I was in desperate need of the camera so that I can post it in my food blog with Tee Yee and Wey Yin. (http://sugarstalksugar.blogspot.com) But no camera, means no camera.

Next, dashed off to Popular stock clearance but there wasn't much people there to snatch books with. Kinda disappointed no shopping competition. Feel so sad for 南拳妈妈 and Daniel Lee (Malaysian Idol) for ending up at the RM 9.90 rack. Even William Hung (American Idol laughing stock) is RM12.

Dark Brown. Silky. Out of shape mopball.
I love my hair colour and texture but NOT the hairstyle.
I love Cadbury Crunchie. Bought two today. Yue Rong likes it too. She said her boyfriend would prepare a bar to standby everytime they are going to meet up. That's sweet.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

how
to make someone
whom you do not see
or talk to
be crazy about you?
there's gotta be some way
since fans & celebs
don usually meet up and chit chat
but!
they r literally fans n celebs.
STPM
trial
9SEP
doomed
4 major subjects
left untouched
dunno where to start
do i really have to study like siao lang
cant fail
STRESS
and yet i don feel like opening those horror books
nextime i won pick a course that requires lots of studying without practical use
life is short
choose to be happy
simple

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

26Aug

No school today. Public holiday. Anwar's by-election in Permatang Pauh. Big fuss over an empty seat in Parliament because he is a strong opposition politician. As for the accused sodomy, is it so hard for a 23 year old man to run away from a crippled old man? Once terkena, wouldn't he elope or buy some self-defense weapon or lodge a police report, instead of just letting it happen 8 times? No logic.

Downloaded Death Note 2. Excited. Open. Disappointed. No subtitles. Consequences of stopping Japanese lessons. Played guessing body language for a while. Found this useful article that saves the day:

To add subtitles to movies initially without subtitles, first you need to install a DirectShow filter for Windows Media Player which is called DirectVobSub. To install DirectVobSub, follow these easy steps:

1) Download DirectVobSub
2) Run the exe-file to start the installation

After you've installed DirectVobSub on your system, Windows Media Player should be able to show subtitles in DivX and XviD movies. However, you will also need to search and download a separate subtitle file before you get subtitles into the movie. Once you've downloaded a subtitle for a movie you simply place it in the same folder as the movie you want to watch. Then you have to make sure the filename of the movie and subtitle is the same. Otherwise you will have to rename the subtitle file, so the player understands that they are associated. Also make sure that the subtitle file has the ".sub" or ".srt" file-extension. The icon should change. Finally, you play the movie and hopefully you have subtitles in it.

Finished watching Death Note 2: The Last Name. Gripping. Genius.
I love Death Note, Death Note 2 and L changes the world.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Nee's self-invented recipe No.1

Ingredients:
Banana
Butter
Egg
Raisins
Peanut Butter

Instructions:
1. Slice banana
2. Heat pan
3. Spread butter on pan
4. Crack egg into pan and spread
5. Randomly place small slices of banana onto surface of egg
6. Sprinkle raisins
7. Fry. Flip. Fry. Flip. Fry
8. Put on plate
9. Spread peanut butter
10. Eat. YUM

This recipe can also be used to poison Shaun. As he is allergic to egg, banana, and peanut.
Please eat with caution.

25Aug

Back to school. Surprised to see many students still wearing a hair pin even though our school had clearly banned the thin black pin last assembly. It's an unusual but logical rebellion. I mean, what hazardous threat can a tiny black colour hair pin possibly pose? I thought we look neater with our hair pinned up, isn't that what schools would want their students to look like--neat nerd? but it's not the first time pcghs has ridiculous school rules. Have I mentioned that I have been cutting my hair short for the past TWELVE YEARS, keeping it to a MAXimum of 5cm underneath your ear? Well, that's an example of mass human rights burglary alright. I bet people from America, Australia, England, Japan...NO, every corner of the world will find this 5cm hair rule ridiculous. I truely envy the freedom of girls in other countries being able to wear any clothes to school. They can keep long hair, dye, straighten, curl. They can have piercings and wear make-up. Bring handphones to school. Minor items like stickers, liquid paper, celeb photoes are okay. But, NONE of all that is allowed in my school. Students from Jit Sin, Heng Ee and Union would understand better. Not even 5.1 cm of hair under ear. Nah-ah. That is why I'm SOOO DESPERATE to keep LONG HAIR!! It's not that I will necessarily look prettier with long hair. It is the sheer JOY of obtaining the SIMPLEST FREEDOM. My hair is a produced by the protein molecules in my body. My hair is my property. Not the school's. Isn't there some kind of law for this kind of ultra basic human rights?
BOY, am I glad I'm graduating in 2 months time. After 12 years! Imagine! Weeeeeeeee
After leaving Pcghs, I'm not gonna cut my hair ever in the near future. 12 years to compensate! And I should highlight my hair and perm and pierce and whatever that would have offended my school's discipline teacher. Remind me to parade my new look by visting the school often after graduation.

By the way, 慈济 came to my school today to sell some books and stuffs. And Chia Yin bought this auto-chopsticks. It is initially short. Then, when you press the tip, the other half of the chopstick sort of spring and shoot out to lengthen. RM 30!! not worth.

Yue Rong taught me a cute song today. Some exotic language.
Zingli nona, zingli nona, Ea queri casar 2x
casanoe temporta quelei logu pasar 2x
tem canao tem quando tem faranou tem 2x
zingli nona, zingli nona, esporte supporta 2x
quando biber comlem brere facil vida logu pasar 2x
tem canao tem quando tem faranou tem 2x
I cant type the tune out. Just let me know if you want to listen.

I like Meiji Pucca Choco Pretzel.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

借口

歌: 周杰伦
作词: 周杰伦 作曲: 周杰伦
合声编写 & 合声: 周杰伦
钢琴 & 编曲: 周杰伦

翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的冬天 我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由说你不爱我

就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果 我也能够承受
我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我

如果难过 请你忘了我

可爱女人

词:徐若瑄 曲:周杰伦

想要有直升机
想要和妳飞到宇宙去
想要和妳融化在一起
融化在宇宙里
我每天每天每天在想想想想着你
这样的甜蜜 让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力 让我碰到妳
漂亮的让我面红的可爱女人
温柔的让我心疼的可爱女人
聪明的让我感动的可爱女人
坏坏的让我疯狂的可爱女人
世界怎样大而我只是只小小小的蚂蚁
但我要尽全力全力全力保护你

爱我别走

我到了這個時候還是一樣
夜裡的寂寞容易叫人悲傷
我不敢想的太多 
因為我一個人
迎面而來的月光拉長身影
漫無目地的走在冷冷的街
我沒有妳的消息 
因為我在想妳
愛我別走 
如果妳說 
妳不愛我
不要聽見妳真的說出口
再給我一點溫柔

屋頂

曲:周杰倫 詞:周杰倫 唱:周杰倫/溫嵐

(男)半夜睡不著覺 把心情哼成歌
 只好到屋頂找另一個夢境
(女)睡夢中被敲醒 我還是不確定
 怎會有動人弦律在對面的屋頂
我悄悄關上門 帶著希望上去
原來是我夢裡常出現的那個人
(男)那個人不就是我夢裡那模糊的人
 我們有同樣的默契
(男)用天線 排成愛你的形狀 Ho~Ho~
(女)用天線 排成愛妳的形狀 Ho~Ho~
(女)在屋頂唱著你的歌 讓星星點綴成最浪漫的夜晚
(男)在屋頂和我愛的人 浪漫的夜晚
(合)擁抱這時刻 這一分一秒全都停止
(男)愛開始糾結
(女)在屋頂唱著你的歌 將泛黃的夜獻給最孤獨的月
(男)在屋頂和我愛的人 最孤獨的月
(合)擁抱這時刻 這一分一秒全都停止
(男)愛開始糾結
(合)夢有你而美
(女)讓我愛你是誰 讓你愛我是誰
怎會有動人弦律環繞在我倆的身邊
(男)是我~ 是妳~ 動人弦律環繞在我倆的身邊
(女)讓我愛你是誰 讓你愛我是誰
  原來是這屋頂有美麗的邂逅
(男)是我~ 是妳~ 這屋頂有美麗的邂逅

Saturday, August 23, 2008

23Aug

Morning, Ma had a hard time digging me up from bed. Yup, waking up early is a daunting challenge to me, not to mention on holidays. Ma scold and scold starting from when I was only a tiny bit awake til partially awake til I was fully awake. Imagine the process. She said dad is destroying my life by fixing broadband for me and that I online too much and am neglecting my sleep and studies. Sorry ma, I didn't exactly aim to be sleepless and lembap in studies. It's just that, after years of being isolated from the internet, I can't help but to see the internet as a sparkling gem! The freedom of speech, connecting to faraway best friends, stalking my ex, the stress-releasing games, source of entertainment, the content of knowledge, exploration of culture and trend, news at the tip. I'm feeling techy and spidery. Thanks dad for finally fixing streamyx for me! And now I'm forming a food blog! Sorry ma.. And thank you for not jus waking me up literally, but also waking me up from my procrastination. Promise I will study extra to compensate. Which reminds me, damn, I've wasted my holidays and trial is just around the corner. 9 SEP = Doomsday. Cant help feeling crappy and regret. But then again, Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not on thine own understanding. I can still save myself. SUNDAY MUST STUDY!!
Church. Divine Worship. Anchormen special. Edwin is doing great in the music ministry. Conducting us and conducting them. Choir at Joshua's house. Pot luck lunch at Chew's lost paradise. Will show you the mansion in this blog once i get my camera.
Afternoon, AY went hiking, MUKA HEAD. There was this muddy stretch. I stepped on a log having full confident that this macho-looking block of wood is rigid and permanent. ASSUME makes an ASS out of U and ME. So, whoosh, my left leg SUNK INTO THE MUD. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. so squeashy. GROSS. And there was inadequate drinking water so don expect washing water. I have to continue hiking all the way while the mud is enjoying itself with a free ride sprawling across the whole stretch of my fair and lovely left leg, taking its own sweet time drying and crack itchyly and dropping bits along the way on a fashionable tempo. Eager to reach destination to scrub my leg with sea water. Go home have to wash my puma silver and fuchsia sport shoes.
AY programme by Rebec at the beach. destination was not worth the hike. Content of AY programme this week quite abrupt and shallow, lower than ICare level. charades of end time signs and discussion about how to help prepare your friend for end-times. share the love, care for them first. cant possibly tell them the sun is going to turn black and the moon red. Vespers, Peter roleplay video.
Dinner with AY at new food court near car wash. Ivan belanja chicken chop. Ivan unsatisfied with food cuz he ordered lemon fish but he got a mushroom fish instead. Also, he ordered fish head bee hoon and was disgusted by the eyeball. heehee.
2 smells on my body when I go home tonight. Sweat smell from hiking. Oil smell from kopitiam.
no wonder I'm single.

22Aug

Was supposed to go shopping at affordable Prangin Mall with Venessa and Andrea K. But then Venessa said she went to a concert so her mom wants her to stay home to study. Well, i could have still gone with Andr but then its not so nice anymore, so we cancelled the trip. I was kind of disappointed, as we have sort of suggested things to do such as trying out clothes and taking 大头贴 and maybe i could promote Little Oasis. And a little irritated as ven didn't tell us she is not going UNTIL we called her. But im not angry at her. It's just the childish side of me sulking once in a while when I'm being let down. Never mind. No biggie. Next time. MERAJUK is something i need to change about myself.
Went to Uncle Vincent's nice house for ICare. Realised I somehow said "Uncle Vincent's nice house" and NOT "my ex-boyfriends's new home". Anyway, Adrian wasn't home although he clearly told me, "why not? It's my home. I'll definitely be home." Yeah right. Asked Uncle Vincent and he said Adrian knew we were coming, so he fled. I wonder if he whimpered in fright. Now, why would he avoid AY? It's a mystery which remains unrevealed.
One fact of life, people whom you are really close to untill you can pang sai pang jio together, might very well be a person colder than stranger to you in the next hour. It's a shame I learned this lesson the painful way. Which is to experience it myself. In fact, more than once, the same process. Very intimate, then become strangers who sometimes don't even reply u on msn or sms. Shall talk more about this some other time.
So, Icare was by insightful Dr.Calvin Tean, asking us what are the forbidden areas in your city? and why? Discussion included pubs, discos, nightclubs, stripclubs, prostitution center, casinos etc. We youths already know not to go to those places to self destroy our lives with drugs, addiction, lung cancer, debts, STD and so on. But what we do not realise is that the devil is smart enough he brings all those horrid elements right into your home sweet home, or worse still, right to your brain. For instance, you may not go to a stripclub, as you may be afraid of bumping into someone on your journey to sin. So Satan has a very witty way of delivering the pornstars right where your house is, through the internet, just a click away, it is free, accessible, and anonymous, with great variety. It hurts to hear of 14 or 15 years old girls getting pregnant. It hurts to hear of youth getting AIDS. It hurts to hear of teenage prostitute. It hurts to hear of girls getting raped and then chopped up. You might not be involved in a gangsta fight, but in the games you play, killing becomes a necessity, you do not feel the tragic of it anymore. Some songs are filled with vulgarity, you hear it so often your vocabulary increases, you use those words unconciously, sometimes on your very loved ones when you lose temper.
We think that we are in control. But THINK AGAIN. What is common and trendy of course may not necessarily be what is right. Have the courage to say NO. Afterall, it's your own life you are in charged of.
3 WAYS THE DEVIL CAN HURT YOU: THROUGH YOUR BRAIN, HEART, BODY.
Oo. Saw Dusty the obese cat again. so fat. so fat. so geram. pui pui.

Friday, August 22, 2008

pakai

candy pink nike shoes
1 side 1 color shoelace
anklet/moda tattoo
low waist miniskirt with splats/glitters/chains/rings
bright colored halter/spag/tube
hooded sweater/jumper with pop-up words
ring wrap ear top
side pony tail
hawaiian flowery waterproof shorts
mickey comic shoes
unequal length skirt
velvet pumps with bow
diamond snowflake dangling earring
buggy shades

Thursday, August 21, 2008

10 signs

Career Options

1.Happy Housewife
-Spirituality, educate children, home nurse, Social, Charity
-driver, housekeeper, interior designer, home chef, baker, fashion coordinator, photographer
-Sports, Music, Art, Language, Computer, Pathfinder
-Shopping, Dining, Travelling
2.Law- Criminal/ Corporate
3.Psychology, Philosophy, Sociology, Social Work
4.Forensics science
5.Medicine-Ophthalmology, Oncology, Psychiatry, Paediatric, Obstetrics, Missionary work
6.Nutrition & Dietetics/Food Science-Fitness centre/Beauty saloon/Hospital/Factory
7.Pharmacy-Business/Hospital/Drug Company
8.Actuarial Science, Insurance, Investment, Real Estate, Business, Finance
9.Interior Design, Culinary, Hotel Management

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

CurrentMission+FutureHopes&Dreams.

  1. walk very close with God. only 1 pair of footprints.
  2. chim bible knowledge
  3. ideal Adventist Youth Leader in 3 years time.
  4. Pathfinder Director in 10 years time. Yay. 改革. Super-upgrade Pearl club. Instill PF to schools.
  5. complete all PF classes ( left comp & voyager) Earn 100 honors. (now 30 something only)
  6. adv beg swim honor
  7. open future bigger house to AY every sabbath. host pot lucks.
  8. ma will finally let me GET my driving license
  9. my own car (pink! Volkswagen Beatle!)
  10. manage to drive the van. seems difficult.
  11. have a ride in a Sports car
  12. God will take great care of my parents
  13. STPM4.0
  14. Scholarship to study overseas
  15. or any local scholarship or lottery would do, really need
  16. get into a goood university
  17. LLB-UOL
  18. double degree?
  19. 1st class honours
  20. maybe do Masters or PhD?
  21. interior design course
  22. culinary course
  23. orientation test,LEO
  24. pre-contract examination
  25. professional qualicications-CFP
  26. find the career that suits me best, according to God's plan
  27. save one's life
  28. do medicine?
  29. sing better. train up vocals.
  30. learn violin
  31. learn drums
  32. continue piano
  33. Improve English. Cambridge tests.
  34. Learn Japanese, JLPT .
  35. basic Korean
  36. French, Alliance Francaise.
  37. or other foreign languages. Be quadrilingual.
  38. learn how to swim well
  39. learn a type of dance. klutz
  40. learn basic self-defence.
  41. get fit. have a great figure. like jessica alba.
  42. build some muscles? heehee. 6packs
  43. 45kg
  44. 34D
  45. Flawless skin
  46. lustrous long hair. no more 槟华 hair.
  47. 美腿
  48. fashion savvy
  49. make-up course
  50. tech savvy
  51. canggihkan this Blog (post a lot, beautify, promote)
  52. bring good boyfriend show 婆婆
  53. find that guy who loves me MOST
  54. marry an adventist
  55. groceries-shopping with hubby. 幸福!
  56. be a superb chef. dining at home equals dine-in posh restaurant
  57. impress in-laws
  58. have 3-7 kids. love babies..
  59. self-design dream home. hopefully i can afford some pools and jacuzzi. soak.
  60. start own business
  61. open own restaurant, ice-creamery, cheesecake house, chocolate boutique, or sushi bar
  62. no more worries about $
  63. donate 1 million to charity and have enough left
  64. travel round the world
  65. play with snow. suapakau right?
  66. honeymoon-Japan or Paris or Korea or Switzerland
  67. missionary work, help humanity anyhow
  68. contribute to Leo Club. equivalent to contributing to charity.
  69. write a book. publish.
  70. collect 100 certificates.
  71. compile photo albums friends & family & me me me
  72. attend Jay Chou's concert 2nd time. VIP seat thank you.
  73. visit Mr.J restaurant in Taiwan. leave my fingerprints on HIS piano.
  74. meet Jay Chou. shake his hand (leave my fingerprints on his fingerprints!! hiks) and take a picture with him (will frame it)
  75. unlimited japanese cuisine...saba shioyaki, agedashi tofu, tempura, sashimi...
  76. eat a lot and never get fat, TAT
  77. Penang Swimming Club membership

All I want for Christmas


1.a digital camera to snap lots of pics everyday to fill my boring blog with pictures instead of words. A picture paints a thousand words. My biology tuition teacher Khor stresses: Visualisation.
2.a Pet!! as I'm always home alone with no living organisms to pour my love on.
3.a new pair of walking shoes for long day shopping. Pink preferably. My old pair of pink Adidas with 3D flippable logo is now yellow with cracked sides. But I treasure it no matter.
4.a Violin.to start learning that sophisticated instrument.never too late!
would like to play for my church someday.

Sunday, August 17, 2008


1. 金田ㅡ少年の事件簿 Part 1
2. 金田ㅡ少年の事件簿 Part 2
3. 金田ㅡ少年の事件簿 Part 3
4. ガうスの仮面 (千面女郎) Part 1
5. ガうスの仮面 (千面女郎) Part 2
6. ごくせん (女教夫)
7. ごくせん Part2
8. イグアナの郎(変身)
9. 阿南の小情人
10. 漂流教室
11. 将大のすし
12. ビッグウインケ(東京国際空港物語)
13. きみはペット (寵物愛人)
14. 花よりだんご (流星花园)
15. 野ブタ。をプロデュ―ス (野猪大改造)
16. Stand Up!
17. Great Teacher Onizuka
18. 悪作劇之吻
19. The Son-in-Law 2003 (女婿大人)
20. 神様、しう少しだけ
21. それは、突然、嵐のように
22. My Boss My Hero
23. Anego
24. Nana
25. 龍櫻
26. クロサギ The Cheater
27. 花様少男少女hanazakari no kimitachi e
28. 山田太郎物語
29. 世界奇妙物語
30. 14岁的妈妈



1. Princess Hours궁:我的野蛮王妃
2. My Girl
3. My Lovely Sam-Soon我叫金三顺
4. Full House
5. Winter Sonata冬季恋歌
6. Hoteliers
7. 蓝色生死恋
8. The Story of a Successful Bright Young Girl
9. Attic Cat阁楼猫咪
10.Which Star Are You From你来自那颗星
11. Love Story in Harvard
12. Lovers in Paris巴黎恋人
13. Memories of Bali
14. Green Rose禄色蔷薇
15. Super Rookie
16. Tree in Heaven
17. 这该死的爱
18. The Devil 마왕
19. Sweet 18
20. Oh Su Jung vs. Karl
21. Love Truly


1. 恶作剧之吻
2. 天国的嫁衣
3. 微笑Pasta
4. 恶魔在身旁
5. 王子变青蛙
6. 爱情魔法师

PC software/games owned

PC Software /Games

1. 3D Ms. Maze Tropical Adventures
2. A Bug’s Life Action Game
3. Agatha Christie: Murder on the Orient Express
4. Barbie Magic Genie Bottle
5. Barbie Pet Rescue
6. Barbie Secret Agent
7. Better Homes & Gardens v7.05
8. Christina Aguilera Follow Your Dreams
9. Clue Finders 5th Grade Adventures
10. Coffee Break
11. Crayola 3D Castle Creator
12. Crazy Burger
13. CSI: Hard Evidence
14. CSI: Miami
15. Daria’s Inferno
16. Desperate Housewives
17. Digimon World 2
18. Diner Dash2
19. Disney Princess Fashion
20. DK I Love Science
21. DK Mean City Learn French and Survive
22. Dr. Brain Action Reaction
23. Emulator Station
24. Game Tycoon
25. Harry Potter & the Prisoner of Azkaban
26. Icewind Dale II
27. Interior Design Encyclopedia 2
28. Jumpstart 4th Grade
29. Jumpstart 5th Grade
30. Jumpstart 6th Grade
31. Kid Pix Deluxe
32. Kristi Yamaguchi Fantasy Ice Skating
33. Learn to Speak Japanese 2007
34. Mall Tycoon
35. Monopoly 2
36. Nail & Jewelry Designer
37. Nancy Drew –Creature of Kapu Cave
38. Nancy Drew -Danger on Deception Island
39. Nancy Drew -Last Train To Blue Moon Canyon
40. Nancy Drew -Legend of the Crystal Skull
41. Nancy Drew –Phantom of Venice
42. Nancy Drew -Secret of Shadow Ranch
43. Nancy Drew –Secret of the Old Clock
44. Nancy Drew -The Haunted Carousel
45. Nancy Drew -Treasure in the Royal Tower
46. Nancy Drew –White wolf of Icicle Creek
47. National Lampoon’s University Tycoon
48. Natural Health Encyclopedia
49. Neighbours From Hell 2 On Vacation
50. Playboy The Mansion
51. Pop Cap Games
52. Restaurant Empire
53. Rockett’s Tricky Decision
54. Rugrat’s Print Shop
55. Sabrina The Teenage Witch
56. Singles2 Triple Trouble
57. Tarzan Action Game
58. The Original Let’s Talk About Me
59. The Sims
60. The Sims 2
61. The Sims 2 Bon Voyage
62. The Sims 2 Christmas Party Pack
63. The Sims 2 Family Fun Stuff
64. The Sims 2 Freetime
65. The Sims 2 Glamour life Stuff
66. The Sims 2 HM Fashion stuff
67. The Sims 2 IKEA home stuff
68. The Sims 2 Kitchen & Baths Interior design
69. The Sims 2 Night Life
70. The Sims 2 Open 4 Business
71. The Sims 2 Pets
72. The Sims 2 Seasons
73. The Sims 2 Teen Style Stuff
74. The Sims 2 University
75. The Sims Carnival BumperBlast
76. The Sims Carnival SnapCity
77. The Sims Castaway Stories
78. The Sims Hot Date
79. The SpongeBob Squarepants Movie
80. The Times A level Biology
81. The Times A level Chemistry
82. The Times A level Physics
83. The Times A level Pure Maths
84. The Times Test Your IQ volume I
85. The Walt Disney World Explorer
86. Theme Hospital
87. Tomak
88. Top Tycoon Games
89. Typing Tutor 10
90. Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos
91. Warcraft: Frozen Throne
92. Wheel of Fortune
93. World Talk English
94. Worms 2
95. Zoo Tycoon 2 Endangered Species
96. Zoombinis Maths Journey

SIMS2 cheats

CHEATS(ctrl-shift-c)

help: lists all the cheats in the game.

help [cheatname]: displays specific information about the cheat.

exit: closes the cheat window.

expand: expands or contracts the cheat window.

moveObjects on/off: removes footprint limitation for all object placement in Buy Mode and Build Mode. Removes limitations placed on hand tool for when objects are in use, or are normally non-movable objects. Is known to cause issues with game elements, routing, hidden object generation and manipulation, etc. Note that using this cheat allows you to delete objects that normally cannot be deleted, such as Sims, the mailbox, and the garbage can. If you delete these objects, there is no way to get them back, so be careful!

kaching
+1000 simeleons

motherlode
+50,000 simeleons

Rosebud ;!;!;!;!;! = klapaucius ;!;!;!;!;!

aging –on/off: prevents Sims from aging. This can disrupt the carefully tuned gameplay balance, and will prevent little Johnny from ever growing up, so treat this cheat with care as well.

autoPatch -on/off: This cheat lets you re-enable notifications when there is a game update available for The Sims 2. Just turn Autopatch on and go to the Custom Content Browser (the little snowflake button on the UCP in the neighborhood). If there’s an update available you’ll be asked whether you want to download it.

slowMotion [value]: The slowMotion cheat takes one parameter: the "slowness" setting (such as slowMotion 4). This value ranges from 0 to 8 where 0 is normal speed and 8 is the slowest speed.

boolProp enablePostProcessing true/false: enables the use of postprocessing cheats (see below); very useful for movie making (also see below). Please note that you must have a video card that can handle pixel shaders in order to successfully use this cheat. If you use the cheats and you don’t have pixel shaders, the screen will most likely go partially dark, and will not come back until you turn off enablePostProcessing. If you turn on postprocessing, and you turn on cinematics, and a cinematic plays, you may also experience unwanted graphical glitches.

bloom [r g b x] (rgb is color) (x is the bloom amount) [0.0 - 1.0]: This cheat adds a blur effect, like a sitcom flashback moment. Must have entered boolProp enablePostProcessing true for this cheat to work.

vignette [centerX centerY X] (X is the vignetteing factor) [0.0 - 1.0]: Adds a blur effect from the specified center. Using "vignette 0.5 0.5 0.5" should put some blurry bits at the edge of the screen. Vignette 0.5 0.5 1.0 is maximum edge blurryness. Must have entered boolProp enablePostProcessing true for this cheat to work.

filmGrain [val] [0.0-1.0]: This cheat makes the screen grainy. Must have entered boolProp enablePostProcessing true for this cheat to work.

letterBox [val] [0.0-0.4]: Adds a letterbox effect to the view. Must have entered boolProp enablePostProcessing true for this cheat to work.

changeLotZoning [residential | community | greek | dorm | secretsociety]: changes the zoning type of the lot. Before rezoning a lot using this cheat, make sure there are no Sims currently living in the lot. To use this cheat, enter the lot that you would like to rezone, and then enter the cheat, choosing one of these zoning options.

boolProp dormSpecificToolsDisabled true/false: enables build/buy mode tools that would normally be disabled when in a dorm lot.

boolProp allow45DegreeAngleOfRotation true/false: allows users to rotate any object in 45 degree increments instead of the 90 degree increments used for most objects.

AddneighbortoFamilycheat [on/off]
It enables an interaction on non-controllable Sims to add them to your family

Forcetwins
When a Sim is pregnant, this Sim has to be selected and the cheat entered. The Sim will automatically deliver twins.

Plumbbobtoggle [on/off]
This disables the plumbbob. Great for Moviemakers.

Wall Placement Restrictions Removed Cheat
-Pressing the CTRL + ALT keys while trying to place the object will activate the cheat.
-Placement rules on walls will be removed. You will be able to place any wall object on a wall already occupied by another object.

familyfunds NAME XXXX
Assigns money value to a family from the neighborhood level.

roofslopeangle [15-75]
Adjust angle of all roofs on the lot

showHeadlines [on/off] (for all sims on lot)
Needed for moviemakers. Makes all thought balloons, speech balloons, and ++/-- type headlines hidden/visible.

unlockCareerRewards (for selected sim)
For the currently selected Sim, they immediately gain access to all career reward objects in the catalog.

maxMotives (for all sims on lot)
Maxes the motive bars of all Sims currently on the lot. (Controllable and uncontrollable).

motiveDecay [on/off] (for all sims on lot)
Stops/Starts motive decay.

aspirationPoints num (for selected sim)
Applies the chosen aspiration level to the currently selected Sim.

lockAspiration [on/off] (for all sims on lot)
Stops aspiration decay/gain.

aspirationLevel [0-5] (for selected sim)
Gives a big chunk of aspiration reward points to the currently selected Sim.

agesimscheat on
Enables aging cheat when shift clicking on other Sims

setLotLightingFile [filename]
Allows the player to create a new lighting file with specific lot lighting values. Used to make special light settings per lot.

We also added 2 new Terrain Types to use in the Neighborhood creation cheats:
(You can choose these in the neighborhood dialog)
terraintype desert
terraintype concrete
nhdregiontype desert
nhdregiontype concrete

boolprop testingcheatsenabled true

After STPM

1. Fast & Pray for
-STPM results 4.o, Koku 10
-God’s will revealed (Uni & Degree)
-My career interest
-Scholarship/sponsor/financial aid
2. Find a job=>Earn & Learn.
-Tutor
3. Driving license.

4. Bible. AY ministry.
5. Pathfinder-Classes & Honors
6. Leo Club

7. LLB /CFP /Pre-contract
8. Talents/Courses=>Certificates - Music, Language, Sports, Art, Computer etc.
9. FUN/Hobbies
-Broadband, Games, Movies, Music, Books
-Cooking class, Stamps, rare a pet

10. ultra Beauty, Fashion trend, long hair
11. Widen social circle-Friends, Boyfriend.
12. Shopping, Dining, and Traveling

desperate to visit

MR.J 意法餐厅
台北市信义区吴兴街250号
台北医药大学内

台北光復南路308巷43號

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Reasons to be a Guy

  1. No troublesome period every month. Premenstrual syndrome symptoms include abdominal bloating, abdominal cramp, stress or anxiety, agression, trouble falling asleep (insomnia), joint or muscle pain, inability to finish thoughts, headache, fatigue, acne, extreme tearfulness, unpredictable bursts of anger, mood swings, worsening of existing skin disorders, and respiratory (eg, allergies, infection) or eye (bulbar disturbances, conjunctivitis) problems. Not that you will definitely suffer from all these, but still, the effect persists.
  2. You do not have to go through 9 months of frequent nausea and mood swings and food cravings other than looking fat carrying a huge heavy balloon. And then the pain and risk of labour. Fortunately, anesthesia was invented. Not that I'm not willing to go through all this for my child. I love babies. It's just that men obviously go through much less compared to women during pregnancy and labour and in the end the child is equally his and hers. However, the baby is to take up HIS surname although every single cell of the child came out of HER body. It is heartbreaking to hear stories that men go looking for other women for fun when his wife is having his child, because she is sexualy unattractive? visual beings. After delivering his child, there is a possibility that you go out of shape, and again he might get turned off. Conclusion. Women "rugi". Men "untung".
  3. Guys have much much lower probability of getting raped. Your will have less worry and more freedom going out even alone at night. A more flexible curfew.
  4. As for the more conservative society I belong to, girls are considered cheap if they lose their virginity early. If so, shouldn't guys who lose their virginity early be considered low quality as well? Females can prove to husband on their first night that she is pure by the blood from breaking of the hymen . The thing is, there is no way of knowing whether your guy is a virgin or a playboy just by looking.
  5. When the weather is hot, you can just take off your shirt if you are a guy.
  6. Freedom of chasing after who you love. A greater variety of ways to tackle romance. As I am a girl, I cant probably fetch him out and open the car door for him and pull the chair for him or give him flowers or bowing to him asking him "would you like to dance?"
  7. The male gender is considered the greater gender and is statstically more successful than women. Just look at all the scientists and artists and businessman and politicians. They are mostly men. It is also weird to think that God is a girl. In fact, Jesus was a man and Adam was created before Eve. Bible characters mostly males. Many ancient societies discriminate the female gender. They are the servants. It is a disgrace to give birth to a daughter and baby girls were buried alive. Not that I agree to such sexism. It is just evident that it is more worth it to be a male.
  8. Women are judged more based on their appearance. Men are judged more based on their substance. An ugly smart caliber noble woman attracts less men than a brainless selfish money-minded hot beauty. Not a jaw-dropping phenomena.

Monday, August 4, 2008

Pathfinder Honors done

Recreation : Backpacking, Campcraft, Camping Skills I, Kites, Knot Tying, Beginners Swimming.
Health & Science : Basic Rescue, CPR, Standard First Aid, Red Alert.
Nature Study : Amphibians, Cats, Cacti, Dogs, Ecology, Insects, Moths & Butterflies, Seeds, Shells, Stars, Weather, Endangered Animals.
Outreach Ministries : Christian Citizenship, Grooming, Story Telling, Family Life, Stewardship, Temperance.
Arts & Craft : Candle Making, Glass Painting, Music, Origami.
Household Arts : Basic Sewing, Housekeeping.
Vocations : Electricity

Classes invested : Friend, Explorer, Ranger Explorer, Guide, Master Guide.

Dream Life Partner

Faithful christian, Youth Leader, Pathfinder Director, doctor or entrepreneur, born poor but earns enough money by owns hard work, successful, loyal, no smoking, abstinence from alcohol, no pornography, not addicted to computer games, respectable family background, healthy, tall, tanned, well-built, broad shoulders, ugly but adorable, thick brows, small eyes, wears glasses, tall nose, teeth overlaps slightly, a smile that warms hearts, deep low voice, bad hair texture, great body, knows martial arts for self defense, protecting me in dangerous situations, knows swimming and CPR in case I drown, intelligent, knowledgeable, being able to teach me many things, wise, mature, my life guardian, effortlessly have control over me, confident, trustworthy, honest, responsible, fantastic speaker, noise of the crowd, humorous, exciting, cheeky, generous, romantic, gets jealous occasionally, pampers me, crazy about me, caring, understanding, wipes my tears away, selfless, charitable, likes Jay Chou, loves family, loves babies, loves nature, have good taste over food, slightly finicky and perfectionist.